Ginger's character diaries

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Like the title says, these are going to be lil diaries, tracking my characters' feelings towards their classmates, family, friends, and aqquaintances. so...enjoy!!!

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Sereneshell

Family

Runningspring-Elder Brother

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Entry No. 1 * 19 moons old * Respect/Sibling Love
My brother has been my best friend and caretaker for almost as long as I can remember. Ever since our mother died, he has helped to take care of me and my littermates. Though, I will admit I may have required more care than the others. I owe him so much, and I can never truly repay him for all that he has done for me.

Entry No. 2 * 27 moons old * Guilt/Sibling Love
I may be naive, but I am not blind. I see that Runningspring and PinkStar have been struggling. I want to help them, but I have no idea how. My brother has never been one to settle with one she-cat for long, so this is probably all new to him.

Entry No. 3 * 31 moons old * Pride
So, a lot has happened. PinkStar is..gone, along with Creekstep. And, lo and behold, my brother is the new leader of the clan! I believe he can do amazing things, so long as that big head of his doesn't get in the way.

Entry No. 4 * 33 moons old * Doubt
I believe that my brother has the best intentions, but I cannot agree with everything he has done. He made Firepaw an elder, which sent the poor thing running off to GladeClan. maybe this will all be for the best.

Entry No. 5 * 42 Moons Old * Doubt/Confusion/Sadness
I just...I don't know what to think anymore. I don't know what to do. I love my brother with all of my heart....but the things he has been saying... He claims that he has not exiled anyone...and maybe that is true... But still, the things he did all but forced them to leave. I can't help but fear that I could be the next cat he turns on.

Entry No. 6. * Sadness/Acceptance
I can no longer see where my brother has gone. Though I do not believe he is dead, it saddens me to know that he is gone nonetheless. Perhaps he will be able to find PinkStar, or any of the others.

Coralshine-Sister
Entry No 1 * 19 moons old * Sibling Bond
I guess you could say I was always a little bit removed from my littermates. It was not that we did not get along, but it always felt like I was in a totally different world. 


Squirreltail-Brother
Entry No 1 * 19 moons old * Sibling Bond
I guess you could say I was always a little bit removed from my littermates. It was not that we did not get along, but it always felt like I was in a totally different world.


Vinetwist-Father
Entry No. 1 * 19 moons old * Guilt/Familial Bond
I have never really been very close to my father. Sometimes I wonder if he blames me for the death of our mother. He is such a strong warrior, and I don't know if he could ever understand me for what I am. 

Crystaleyes-Mother-Died of Twoleg Disease when Sereneshell was 2 moons old.

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Entry No. 1 * 19 moons old * Memories
I never really got to know my mother. All I ever hear about her is that she was so beautiful, and that it was so tragic that she died so young. I wish that I could have known her better.

Entry No. 2. * 33 moons old * Reflection
Its funny...but I could have sworn I saw my mother just before I woke up.

Entry No. 3 * StarClan * Sadness/Reflection
I know that my mother thinks I belong in StarClan. I know she thinks I am a fool for choosing anything other than paradise. How am I to make her see that I just do not belong there? I can't really belong anywhere. But that was my choice. I knew what I had to do, and I did it. 

Firerunner/Crest-Nephew
Entry No. 1 * 28 moons old * Familial Love
Firekit is already a character! He calls himself the prince. 

Entry No. 2 * 32 moons old * Familial Love
So, the little prince is an apprentice now. StarClan help any cat who gets in his way. 

Entry No. 3. * 33 moons old * Shock/Guilt/Familial Love
I suppose I should call him Firecrest now. Though they were calling him Firepaw in GladeClan...I don't know. I just want everyone to be happy. Is that so hard?


Sharksnap - Niece
Entry No. 1 * 28 moons old * Familial Love
Sharkkit is a cutie. She's a lot like me I think. 

Entry No. 2 * 32 moons old * Familial Love
Sharkpaw is still precious.

Entry No. 3 * 36 moons old * Supportive
Sharkpaw is growing into a fine young creature. Still, I fear that it is hard for her to be without her brother. 


Clanmates

PinkStar-Missing
Entry No 1. * 20 moons old * Respect/Support
I've always thought that PinkStar was amazing. She is just so confident and brave. I doubt I could ever be as wonderful as she is. And, of course I notice the way that she and my brother look at one another. 

Entry No. 2 * 26 moons old * Support
So, PinkStar had her kittens right in the middle of the gathering. That was definitely something interesting. But, somehow she pulled through, so all should be well. I just hope that everything keeps going well for her, and for all of us. 

Entry No. 3 * 30 moons old * Sadness
PinkStar...left. She's gone. I...I don't really understand how any of this works. She isn't dead, or at least I don't think she is. But, I just don't understand why in the world she would just up and go, and leave two of her kittens behind. 

CreekStep-Missing
Entry No. 1 * 26 moons old * Respect
Creekstep is so sweet. He is like a father to all of us in the clan. And of course, now that he and Iriseye have kits of their own, he really is a clan father. Sometimes I do worry about him though. After the badger attack, he just seemed to be so depressed. I think he has come out of it now, but sometimes I'm not too sure. 

Entry No. 2. * 30 moons old * Sadness
Creekstep disappeared. I don't really know what happened. I know he was trying to help PinkStar, but that still doesn't explain things.

Dunewatcher-Friend-Left the Clans
Entry No 1 * 26 moons old * Friend
I count Dunewatcher as one of my very closest friends. We share the same love of collecting shells, and playing on the beaches. He really is just a whole bunch of fun.

Entry No. 2 *  34 moons old * Support
Dunewatcher has become the medicine cat apprentice. Of course I am happy for him, but still, it would have been nice if I could have become a real medicine cat. 

Entry No. 3 * 38 Moons old * Support/Sadness
I suppose it should not have been a surprise that Dunewatcher would go with Stormpetal. I wouldn't have tried to stop him. I just...I wish he could have said goodbye to me first. 

Willowdance-Former Mentor
Entry No.1 * 19 moons old * Reflection
Willowdance was a really good mentor for me for all of those moons. She was always patient with me, and helped me to be the warrior I am. Even though we aren't mentor and apprentice anymore, I still have a soft spot for her. 

Stormpetal- Former Medicine Cat * Left the Clans
Entry No. 1 * 23 moons old * Respect/Admiration
Stormpetal is probably one of my biggest idols. She is the medicine cat of our clan, and I admire her more than almost anyone else in the whole world. I will admit, when I first started talking to her, I was pretty nervous. After all, she is a bit intimidating before you get to know her. And after you get to know her.... But anyways, she is willing to let me lend a paw in the medicine den from time to time, so she is pretty good in my book. 

Entry No. 2 * 36 moons old * Respect/Sadness
Stormpetal is going to leave the clans. I...I can't blame her, but still, I hoped that she would not have to make that choice. She is leaving us in capable paws with Dunewatcher, and of course I can continue my duties...but I will miss her. 

Dustpelt-Former Medicine Cat-Missing
Entry No. 1 * 16 moons old * Respect
In a way, Dustfur was a sort of mentor for me. No, I was never actually training to be a medicine cat, but he still taught me plenty. When I was a kit, I was almost always sick, so he taught me what herbs I could use to cure my own coughs and sniffles. Eventually, he taught me enough that I could help him organize and gather herbs, or even treat a few patients. Without him, I never would have known all the amazing things I do today. 

Entry No. 2 * 23 moons old * Mystery
We still have not found out where Dustfur went. It all just seemed so weird that he could disappear without saying goodbye, or taking many of his herbs. Some cats think that he is dead, or that he abandoned his duties. Others are claiming he was sent on some kind of journey. I don't know what to think. 

Cherryheart
Entry No. 1 * 19 moons old * Friend
Cherryheart was a pretty good friend for me, even if sometimes her energy was a bit....much. It was fun to go out and collect shells with her though!

Flyleaf
Entry No. 1 * 24 moons old * Friendly
Flyleaf is finally out of the medicine den, and getting back to warrior duties. I'm glad of it. I know that he felt awfully cooped up in there. 

Entry No. 2. * 31 moons old * Friendly/Pride
RunningStar chose Flyleaf as his deputy. I know he will do great things.

Entry No. 3. * 33 moons old * Friendly
Flyleaf is a wonderful tom. One day, after my brother is gone, I imagine he will be a great leader., But, of course I hope that is not too soon. I did notice that Rainfall is getting rounder though! I imagine our deputy has a little something to do with it. 
 
Entry No. 4. * Shocked
The things he said at the gathering...is it really possible? Why would StarClan speak to him, and not to me? Does StarClan dissaprove of me as a medicine cat? 

Entry No. 5 * Shocked 
He's...leaving. He fell in love wth a cat from GladeClan...Oh Flyleaf...I don't know what to do. How can I claim that he is in the wrong when I myself have felt the pain of being in love with a cat who is far from me? What can I say? 

Blizzardspring
Entry No. 1 * 24 moons old * Casual
Blizzardspring seems pretty nice. we were chatting about what happened to Dustfur. 

Gorsebranch
Entry No. 1. * 32 moons old * Friendly
Gorsebranch seems nice enough, though he does seem a bit...flirty.

Goldenfish
Entry No. 1. * 33 moons old * Respectful/Friendly
Goldenfish saved me from the flood. Of course I am grateful to him. He was very brave. But, of course I cannot be...too close to him. His heart is already promised to dear Hollyfrost. They do make a beautiful pair. 

Poppysong
Entry No. 1 * 40 Moons Old * Happy/Friendly
So, I suppose you could say that Poppysong is my apprentice...sort of. I am training her so that she can go back to PeakClan one day. Though...it would not be so bad if she stayed, you know. I think she could be a good ShellClan cat if she wanted to. 

Entry No. 2 * 42 Moons Old * Worried
Well...she knows my secret. Now I pray that she can keep my kits safe in my absence. 

Other Clan Cats

Nightcall-GladeClan Warrior
Entry No. 1. * 24 moons old * Kind
I met Nightcall at the Spotted Hollow when I was out collecting some marigolds. At first I was scared stiff. I thought that surely she was going to rip me to shreds! But instead, she was pretty nice, and she even helped me pick a couple of flowers. 

Brackenfern-GladeClan Medicine Cat
Entry No. 1 *  27 moons old * Admiration
Brackenfern is one of GladeClan's medicine cats. I really look up to him, especially because of how calm he manages to be under pressure. I wonder if one day I can become just as cool. 

Owlmask * PeakClan Medicine Cat / Leader
Entry No. 1 *38 Moons Old* Admiration/Pity
I feel for Owlmask, having to pick up the pieces of a shattered clan. And all the while, he has to be the healer as well. And of course...the gathering was not exactly pleasant for him either. It cannot be easy. 

Outsiders

Lady Blue
Entry No. 1 *  36 Moons old * Admiration
"She is...amazing. I should have guessed that there were loners who knew healing, but I never thought I would actually meet one! And she is so cool! I hope I will see her again."

Dark Forest Cats

Sparkfire 
Entry No. 1. * 24 moons old * Mesmerized
Sparkfire was the first ever cat I met in the dark forest. It was weird, but no matter what, I always felt some inexplicable pull towards him, as if there was a thread connecting the two of us. Even though I knew I should not have, I always felt safe around him. I thought that he could protect me. 

Entry No. 2. * 26 moons old * Sadness
Things are different now. Sparkfire is gone. Faded. I don't understand how it all works, or why it happened like this, but I know that he is gone. 

Entry No. 3. * 29 moons old * Confused
It does not make sense, but it turns out that I was wrong. Sparkfire did not fade. He was lost somewhere deep in the forest. But, now he is back, and I don't know what I am supposed to feel. 

Entry No. 4. * 32 moons old * Love(?)
I've been learning more about the Dark forest. Apparently, Sparkfire used to be in Starclan...

Entry No. 5 * 36 moons old * Love
I doubt there will rver be a time that I am not drawn to his side. When I do not visit him in reality, I find myself fantasizing about what we could be. Is it wrong to be in love?

Entry No. 6. * 40 Moons * Scared?confusion
I don't understand how this is happening. How can I be carrying his kits? Or...not his...that other tom..that one who was also him. It just does not make any sense. How can I be so in love, but also so terrified? 
 
Entry No. 7. * A.D * Love/Regret
Even Sparkfire has said that I should have chosen StarClan. But, one day he will understand that for me, StarClan cannot be home. I can't belong there, nor can I be with him in the Dark Forest. I am trapped between the worlds. But...at least I can still be with him sometimes, when I move to his side of the border. He should have known I would find a way to reach him.

Foxtuft-Faded

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Entry No. 1 * 26 moons old * Excited/Scared
Foxtuft is everything that Sparkfire was not. I'm not quite sure if that is a good thing or not. He has started telling me things about the Dark Forest, things that I still don't really understand. Part of me is grateful that I am finally learning to control my..whatever this is, but it is also kind of scary.

Entry No. 2. * 27 moons old * Friendly
There is more to Foxtuft than I had ever imagined. I went back to the Dark Forest, and I found him crying. When he looked at me, I will admit that for a moment, I was scared. But so was he. He suddenly seemed so vulnerable, and lonely. I gave him five little white shells that I brought from the beach, and he actually smiled. Not his arrogant teasing smile, but one that looked genuine. I want to see that smile again.

Entry No. 3. * 27 moons old * Love
Mouse Dung. I think I might be falling in love.

Entry No. 4 * 29 moons old * Embarrassed
I...ignore what I said about love. It was foolish. Foxtuft is a friend, but, that is all I can ever hope for. He can't have any real feelings for me, even if he wished it.

Entry No. 5 * 37 moons old * Sadness
Foxtuft is..gone. I was there with him when it happened, when he faded. I..I wonder if he knew just how much I really cared. He did so much for me...but..was what little I did enough?

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Stoatwhisker

Family


Marshmellow-Dad
Entry No. 1. * 13 moons old * Unsure/Father
Until I was 12 moons old, I never knew I had a father. well, I knew I had one, but not who he was, or anything about him. I'm not sure if I wanted one. I don't really know. But, I have one now. He seems nice enough, but I don't think I can ever be the sweet little daughter he was hoping for. I can't go back to being a kittypet, not when PeakClan has raised me. I know that it was not his fault, but I can't see him as my father. Not totally. 


Crysanthemum-Mother-Died of Cancer
Entry No. 1. * 13 moons old * Love
I never knew her, and even now that I know about her, it is too late to do anything. I finally learned about my mother, only to find out that she is dead. I know that kitty pets are not a part of StarClan, but I wonder if she can see me. All I know is that she was beautiful, and smelled like Lavender.


Raptor-Brother
Entry No. 1. * 13 moons old * Brother
Let's just say that Raptor and I got off on the wrong paw, and we both have the scars to prove it. In hindsight I know he was just trying to help me, (I had been attacked by an eagle) but I don't know what he expected. I was hurt and scared, and I had no idea who he was. Now that I do know him, Im not sure what to think. Frankly, he seems to be a childish and egotistical jerk. But, he is my brother. I will try not to kill him any time soon, but if I see him at the border with the two legs, I can't promise he won't leave with a few scars. 


Marigold-Aunt
Entry No. 1. * 13 moons old. * Family
I still have not met her, but according to Marshmellow, she was a good cat. I suppose I have to take his word for it. 

Adoptive family

Puddlespots-Adoptive Mother - Died during a border Skirmish
Entry No. 1. *  13 moons old * Mother/Love
Puddlespots took me in when I was just a little kit. Actually, she was the one who gave me the name Stoatkit, thanks to the fact that I did not talk. They used to joke that I did not speak cat, and that I was raised by weasels. Thanks for that...Still, when she was killed in a border skirmish, I took it pretty hard. She was the closest thing to a mother I ever had, and without her, I was less sure that the clan would still want me around. 

Rockpelt-Adoptive Father-Died in and Avalanche
Entry No. 1. * 13 moons old * Father/Admiration
I owe Rockpelt my entire life. He was the one who led the patrol that found me abandoned in a snow drift, and he was the one to decide that I should be brought back to the clans. I guess you could say he was sort of like my father. As a kit, I used to follow him around all of the time, like some kind of little shadow. That is what he used to call me...Little Shadow. Of all of the losses, I think his was the one that hit the family hardest. Up until that point, we kept trying to convince ourselves that everything would be fine. After that we were not so sure. 

Saltfur-Adoptive Sister-Mssing
Entry No. 1. * 13 moons old * Sister/Sibling Bond
Of all of Puddlespots and Rockpelt's kits, Saltfur was the one that I gravitated towards the most. Let's be honest, I absolutely revere her. She was always there when I needed her, and I have totally modeled my life on her example. 

Entry No. 2. * 25 moons old * Anger
Saltfur up and left PeakClan. She left..me. So much for found family.

Shinepaw-Adoptive Brother-Died in an Avalanche
Entry No. 1. * 11 moons old * Brother/Sadness
I will admit, I was never too close to Shinepaw. He was a good cat, we just weren't as buddy buddy as others. But that did not change the fact that I mourned his loss. I think the thing that bothered me the most was the fact that Rockpelt died trying to save him, and yet they both still died. It was a waste. 

Clanmates

CraneStar-Former Leader-Deceased
Entry No. 1. *  26 moons old * Respectful/Curious
So, CraneStar is the leader now. That is...okay I suppose. We will see if she can live up to the role. 

Entry No. 2. * 28 moons old * Respectful/Flirty
CraneStar has shown herself to be a good leader. She certainly holds her own against the other leaders. I can’t help but wonder if she might make a good..ally. She’s kind of pretty too.

Entry No. 3. *  32 Moons old * Sad(?)
CraneStar is...dead. All of her lives, gone, just like that. And of course, she had never gotten the chance to figure out a new deputy either. So, we are kind of stuck. I hope Owlmask can get himself together. Otherwise who knows where this clan is going?

Finchsong- Former Deputy
Entry No. 1. * 26 moons old * Respect/Curiousity
Well, Finchsong may not have been my first choice of a deputy, but I don't have anything against the old girl. She may be a breath of fresh air.

Entry No. 2. * 28 moons old * Annoyance/Respect
So, Finchsong is...ugh. its hard to explain. She chastises me like a kit in front of a total stranger, and other warriors, and then calls me out in front of the clan. Yet, I can't hate her! She's just...why do I like her again? 

Entry No. 3 * 30 moons old * Regret
The poor old girl. She was giving announcements when she fell and broke her back. It's really a shame. She lived a good life though. 


BlackStar-Former Leader-Missing
Entry No. 1. *  13 moons old * Respect/Ambition
BlackStar is one of the strongest and most respectable cats I have ever known. I live for the day that he recognized just how much potential I have, and asks me to help him rule. Until that day, I have sworn to be a strong and fearless warrior in the hopes of showing him just how much I am capable of. 

Entry No. 2. *  25 moons old * Annoyance
So, BlackStar ran off on some foolish quest to 'find his ancient homeland'. I mean, I know that he came form some tribe, but still, I thought that PeakClan was more important to him than some kind of ancient bloodline of cats that probably died out moons ago. 

Bearcatcher-Temporary Deputy-Missing
Entry No. 1. * 20 moons old * Annoyance
Let's Get one thing straight. I do not have it out for Bearcatcher. I don't even think she is that bad of a warrior. She was BlackStar's apprentice, and I can respect her for that. But still, I do not understand why BlackStar would choose her to be deputy, even if it is a temporary solution. She can hardly speak above a whisper, much less address a whole clan.

Entry No. 2. * 22 moons old. * Surprise
Well, it turns out that our little deputy does have some bite. She actually managed to stand up to me, and even put her paw down. I still stand by what I said that she is far too withdrawn, but..things may be interesting
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Entry No. 3. * 25 moons old * Frustration
She followed BlackStar on some stupid adventure. I think they said something about trying to find their 'ancient homeland.' If you ask me, it is ridiculous. 

OakStone-Former apprentice
Entry No. 1. * 15 moons old. * Regret
When I first met Oakpaw, I thought he was just another ambitious little spitfire in need of a mentor. I don't know what it was about him, but something resonated with me. Maybe it was the fact that he shares my passion for the clan. Or, more likely it was just the fact that I wanted to train an apprentice to prove my worth. I let my own ambitions cloud my judgement, and because of it, Oakpaw ended up hurt. A fox attacked him when I took him out of camp, and I could not stop it. He ended up losing his leg. From that moment on, I decided that Oakpaw was my problem. I had led to his injury, and I had to be the one to help him. 

Entry No. 2. * 21 moons old. * Pride
Oakstone is a warrior now, and I could not be more proud. He has come very far since our first meeting, and succeeded despite his challenges. Perhaps we are alike in that way. 

Strikefire-Deceased
Entry 1 *  28 moons old * Anger
Strikefire is a traitor. He killed one of his own clanmates, and without cause. It’s too bad that Swiftleap got to him before I could.

Littleblink-Clanmate
Entry No. 1. * 21 moons old * Aqquaintance
Littleblink seems to be a nice enough cat, and a good warrior. I'm not sure if you could really call us friends, per say, but I would be happy to have her on my side in a battle. Though I fear I may have intimidated her slightly in my show of hunting. I can't help it that blood stains my pelt. 

Owlmask-Medicine Cat/Leader/Crush(?)
Entry No. 1. *  21 moons old * Friendly
For some reason, I think that Owlmask and I are going to end up as allies. I don't know if I would go as far as to say we will be friends, but...I don't know if I would be opposed to it. After all, he is a good hunter, and seems rather interesting.

Entry No. 2. * 26 moons old * Confusion
So, Owlmask has become a medicine cat. Needless to say, I did not see that one coming. 

Entry No. 3 * 32 Moons old * OOF
Well, I guess this cat might be our next leader. Its not like we have anyone else who could. It seems crazy though. I keep hearing that he may turn us into some kind of tribe? I...I don't know what I am going to do though. I have always been PeakClan. 

Entry No. 4 * 34 Moons * Scared
I...I don't want to lose him. Okay? I don't want to lose my only friend. FINE. I'm weak. I can't...I can't do anything to help him. What do I do? I feel so...so helpless.

Entry No. 5 * 35 Moons * Protective
Owlmask has recovered...Thank StarClan...or, not StarClan. Now he's saying that StarCLan is gone. I don't understand it, but I know that I will stand beside Owlmask no matter what. 


Sparkfall
Entry No. 1. * 24 moons old * Haughty
Hah! Sparkpaw better grow a pine if he ever hopes to be a decent warrior. All I did was talk to him, and give him a little lick, and it was enough to send him scurrying into the forest. Pathetic. I do have to give him some credit though. My cheek fur probably won't be growing normally for a moon or so.

Entry No. 2. *  25 moons old * Haughty
See, what did I tell you? He is a fine warrior now. 

Maplecloud
Entry No. 1. * 27 moons old * Unsure/Friendly
So, I went hunting with Maplecloud and her brother. They were pretty interesting, though I still think I am the superior hunter. It was rather interesting to see her and Tigeroak. They seemed so natural when they worked together. It makes me miss Saltfur. But, there is no point to talk about that now. 

Tigeroak
Entry No. 1. * 27 moons old * Unsure?Friendly
Tigeroak does not strike my fancy quite as much as his sister did, but still, he was decent. He is a good hunter, I will give him that. 

Rumbleflame
Entry No. 1 *. 12 moons old * Teasing
Rumblepaw is one of those cats that I dont understand. He's constantly tripping over his words. Sometimes I think a shrew could startle him. 

Entry No. 2. * 24 moons old * Haughty
Rumbleflame is a warrior, but he still does not have a spine. I thought we were actually getting somewhere for a moment, when he tried to stand up for Sparkpaw, but...alas, still a scared little kitten. 

Entry No. 3. * 26 moons old * Tiny bit of Respect
I cannot say that I respect Rumbleflame, since that would be a lie. I still think that he is a spineless fool a lot of the time. But, I suppose I have to give him a little bit of credit now. He actually came to me and asked for advice with his apprentice. But then...when he was leaving, he said something strange. He called me...nice. I just told him he better not expect it all the time. 

Chickadeepaw * Apprentice
Entry No. 1 * 28 Moons Old * Amusement
This kit is going places. I can tell you that. 

Entry No. 2 * 30 Moons Old * Pride
My apprentice...yes, I think I like the sound of that.



Other Clans


Scorpionclaw-ValeClan Warrior. 
Entry No. 1. * 15 moons old * Respect/Annoyance
I guess I have no choice but to have some respect for the she-cat, even if she did trespass onto our territory. Without her, Oakpaw would probably been killed by that fox instead of just being maimed. You have to understand, I was only trying to protect my home, and the cat that would be my apprentice. And on top of that, I have to protect my own interests. If she told her leader that it was my fault Oakpaw had been hurt, that could ruin all my chances to win BlackStar's favor. 

Starlingleaf-ValeClan Medicine Cat
Entry No. 1. * 15 moons old. * Respect
Although I despise the idea of another clan having to come to my aid, I will admit that I am thankful that Starlingleaf was there to help Oakpaw. She may not be PeakClan, or a warrior, but Starlingleaf is someone I would want on my side, if the need arose. 

Swiftleap-ValeClan Warrior
Entry No. 1. * 28 moons old. * Annoyance
Swiftleap killed Strikefure. Let's get that out of the way. Funny thing is, I don't really care about that. I just wish I could have been the one to do it. However, she was mouthing off, so I had to defend my clan. What's so hard to understand about that?

Snapkit- ValeClan Kit
Entry No. 1. * 26 moons old * Respect
Funny little thing. I teased her at the gathering, and she nearly bit my nose off. It was actually rather amusing. I can't wait to see what that one will be when se actually learns what she's doing. Perhaps we could become allies. 

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Rustswirl

Family

TickStar-Daughter
Entry No. 1 * 42 moons old * Motherly Love
"Of course I am proud of Tickstorm. I have always loved her, and I have always been proud of her. It is just sometimes so hard for her to see that I am trying. I just wish there were some way I could talk to her, and get through. But every time I try, I either can't find the right words, or she turns me away."

Entry No. 2 * 53 Moons old * Motherly Love/Pride
"My daughter has done it. She has risen up to be the leader I always thought she was. Now, let's see if she lives up to that dream."

Scorpionclaw-Daughter
Entry No. 1 * 47 Moons Old * Motherly Love/Sadness
"I think it was hard for Scorpionclaw to see that I cared about her, and all of her siblings. When she was a kit, she was so much like myself; fiesty, always getting into things she shouldn't have. Maybe that was part of the problem. We were so much alike that we could not see when we were falling apart. And now that she is gone, I will never really know."

Entry No. 2 * 51 Moons Old * Motherly Love/Confusion
"So...Scorpionclaw did not die. It turns out that she and Swiftleap were picked up by two legs, who treated their illnesses. But, now they are back home. I must admit, it is sort of strange to see a cat that I mourned walking around the camp as if nothing ever happened. But, of course I am glad to see that she is alive."

Entry No. 3 * 53 moons old * Motherly Love
"Scorpionclaw and I had a little spat regarding her thoughts towards her new siblings, but we've gotten back to a level head. I think she is going to be a wonderful older sister."

Hornpaw-Son-Died of Illness
Entry No. 1 * 31 moons old * Motherly Love/Sadness
"I lost my son on the way to the new territories. Like many other cats, he had been effected by the two leg illnesses, and was unable to recover. I thought that he was going to pull through, but then one morning he just did not wake up. "

Weevilpaw-Son-Died of Illness
Entry No. 1 * 30 moons old * Motherly Love/Sadness
"I can remember that when he was a young apprentice, he was constantly challenging his peers to do bigger and better things. It reminded me a lot of the way Eveningbalze was as an apprentice. Had he not been struck by the two leg disease, I imagine he would have become a very strong warrior."

Chickenwing-Son
Entry No. 1 * 54 Moons Old * Motherly Love
"Oh my little Naked one. I already know that his life is going to be a strange one. But, I don't think I could wish for anything less. He's started talking about cats in the stars. It is...something."

Entry No. 2 * 59 Moons Old * Pride
HA! I told you my son could be an apprentice!

Entry No. 3 * 65 Moons Old * Pride
He did it! He's a warrior now! My first son to make it to warrior hood....

Ravenkit-Son-Stillborn
Entry No. 1 * 53 moons old * Motherly Love/Sadness
"Little Ravenkit never got the chance to see the world. I never got to know him. It would have been nice to see Chickenkit grow up with a cat more like him though."

Sappaw
Entry No. 1 *54 moons old* Motherly Love
"Oh Sapkit. She doesn't seem to know when to laugh and when to cry. She's a lot like me when I was young. And me now. Needless to say, she is definitely my kid!"

Snappaw
Entry No. 1 * 53 moons old * Motherly Love
"Snapkit is yet another of my fiery little daughters. Only two moons old, and she's already getting herself into trouble. She will definitely fit in with me and her older sisters."

Entry No. 2 * 55 moons old * Motherly Love/Pride
It may be silly that I am proud my daughter nearly attacked a warrior, but...I am silly. and it was awesome

Sugarpaw
Entry No. 1 * 53 moons old * Motherly Love
"Sugarkit...She just has so much love. I wish she was not always so spooked by everything though. Sometimes I think she has a hard time having fun."

Spicepaw
Entry No. 1 * 54 moons old * Motherly Love
"I would not be surprised if this kit followed in the pawsteps of her older sister, and tried to become leader one day. She already wants to be the leader of this little brigade."

Flipfern
Entry No. 1 * 53 moons old * Motherly Love
"Flipkit, like all my children, certainly has his quirks. I'm glad to see that him and Chickenkit seem so close. Its good to grow up with someone at your side."

Entry No. 2 * 55 moons old * Motherly Love
Flipkit wants so desperately to be a medicine cat. I don't know what to tell him. I want him to follow his dreams, but oh StarClan are they difficult.

Entry No. 3 *59 moons old* Motherly Love/Hopeful
Well, TickStar's choice to let him follow both paths is...interesting. It is certainly off the beaten path. But, when has our family ever been on the beaten path?

Entry No. 4 * 65 Moons Old * Proud
Finally, my son is following the path that he has always dreamed of. He will be a wonderful medicine cat, I just know it. 


Whisperwind-Adoptive Daughter
Entry No. 1 *48 moons old* Pride
"I've always loved to bring home strays, but I must admit, Whisper is a special one. My apprentice, Kitepaw, and I found the poor little scrap wandering all alone in the desert, so of course we brought her home. Tickstorm looked around for her real family, but as I feared, they were nowhere to be found. So, as you would expect, I had to take the sweet little thing in! And now that she is a true member of ValeClan, I don't really have to worry too much."

Entry No. 2 *61 Moons old* Motherly Love
I fear the world has not been kind to my quiet daughter. Yes, I do not care what others say. Whisperwind is my kit. I don't care whose...ahem...I don't care who gave birth to her. She is mine now. But, I know that she wishes she could know the truth about her blood. And I wish I could give that to her. But, there is only so much I can do.

Clanmates

Eveningblaze
Entry No. 1 * 42 moons old * Regret
"Hoo boy. There is quite a lot to discuss here. Eveningblaze and I...we're complicated. I feel like the two of us have been everything; friends, lovers, mates, enemies, clanmates. Nothing could ever be simple for us. I used to think that was just the way I liked it. But then I was not so sure. 
I suppose I should just start from the beginning. We were actually kids together, believe it or not. Even in the nursery, I was on his tail. You would not have thought that a pair like us could have been friends, and yet in some ways, we really balanced one another out. Then, when we became apprentices, I finally got a taste of freedom, and I absolutely loved it! Eveningpaw was a little bit more serious about his apprentice hood, but at the time that did not stop us from being a good pair. Sometimes we were friendly, and sometimes our relationship was more like that of rivals. But needless to say, it felt like we completed one another. During that time, we also started hanging out with a younger apprentice named Bellpaw. She was a sweetheart, even if I was confused by how laid back she was. Like me, she was very openminded, but she never had my same drive. Maybe that is why the three of us spent so much time together. But then, Eveningblaze and I became warriors, and things changed. We were young, and a little bit foolish (as if I am not foolish now), and maybe we took things too quickly. Eveningblaze and I had been good friends, and we both liked the idea of having a mate ad kits, so it just seemed to make sense. And I must say, I had begun to fancy Eveningblaze, so the arrangement was much to my satisfaction. Both of us loved our kits with all of our hearts. But, like I said, things got a little bit complicated. Our differences, the very things that used to make us work, seemed to turn against us. EveningStar accused me of putting our kits in danger, when all I thought I was doing was having fun with them. But it was not as if he was all that perfect! When we were kits, his protective nature was cute, but once we became mates, it felt like he was constantly on my tail, fretting over everything I did. 
And so I suppose it really should not have been any surprise that he cut things off with me. And yet, at the time, I foolishly did not see it coming. But, to make matters worse, he seemed to take my kits with him. Now I suppose he was just trying to protect them, but my heart never recovered from that. For a long time, I was bitter and heartbroken. Honestly, I still am. Truly, what I miss most is the time when the two of us and Bellfeather were just a trio of good friends."

Bellfeather
Entry No. 1 *42 moons old* Friendly
"I have known Bellfeather since the time that we were both apprentices. Of course, she was three moons my junior, so we did not get to train together all that much, but I still found myself, and Eveningpaw, drawn to her. We were just a perfect little trio, Bellpaw, Eveningpaw, and myself. Between Eveningpaw's strength, Bellpaw's open mind, and my passion, we were a force to be reckoned with. Unfortunately, our friendship was put on hold for a while since Eveningblaze and myself became warriors, and got caught up in mateships and kitting. To be honest, Bellpaw was pushed to the far back of my mind for quite a while. And then, after all of the drama with EveningStar and I, I started thinking back to the time when things were simple, and we were just a trio of good friends. I watched as my two friends became closer, and eventually became mates. I will admit that Bellfeather was a much better match for EveningStar. Like me, she is open minded, but in a way that clashes less with EveningStar's stubbornness. I guess you could say I was happy for them, in a way. I started talking to Bellfeather again, and against all odds, our friendship blossomed again."

Sorrelcloud
Entry No. 1 * 23 moons old * Loving
"Our paths crossed when I was a young nursery queen. Sorrelkit and her sister, Vixenkit, had been left behind by their mother, who went off in search of a better life outside of the clans. As you know, I may not be the best motherly figure, but that did not mean that I would let two young she-kits be all alone. And so, I took the two of them under my wing for a while. "

BatStar-Former Leader-Missing
Entry No. 1 * 50 moons old * Friendly
"BatStar is a pretty good cat, I think. Sometimes he can be a bit...grumpy for my tastes, but I think he is doing fairly well. And I certainly know that my daughter, Tickstorm seems to think he is a great leader. And as long as I can keep telling him what is what, I don't mind him one bit."

Entry No. 2 * 53 moons old * Disappointed 
"So, BatStar is gone. I don't think he's dead, based on what TickStar told me, but it does not sound like he is coming back any time soon. It's really a pity. I was beginning to like him."

Swiftleap-Friend
Entry No. 1 * 47 moons old * Friendly/Sad
"It is kind of funny, I think. Swiftpaw and I were apprentices at almost the exact same time, and yet we never really talked to one another until we were warriors. And frankly, I don't really know why we did start hanging out. Maybe we both just happened to be in the right spot at the right time. Or maybe it was something to do with her mentoring Tickstorm. Though that did not turn out so well. But anyways, we did start becoming chatter buddies, and would gossip to one another about this and that. She even claimed that I would be as an aunt to her litter. Of course I accepted that. Then, only a few days after her kits were born, Swiftleap was struck by a bought of white cough. Just when I thought she was recovering, it came back a thousand times worse, and took her from me."

Entry No. 2 * 51 moons old * Friendly
"So...Swiftleap was not dead. She and Scorpionclaw were picked up by some two legs. But now they are home!"

Entry No. 3 *55 moons old* Friendly/Supportive
"I pity Swiftleap right now. She only just returned, only for things in the clan to be all topsy turvy. And then, for her son to die. It really is tragic."

Entry no. 4 * 57 moons old * Friendly/Supportive/Apprehensive
”I don’t know what you want me to say. Yeah, Swiftleap killed Strikefire. He killed her son. He killed others too. I cannot blame her for what she did. And yet, I also don’t think I can blame the clan for saying she should be exiled. I just have to hope that my daughter can make the right choice.”

Brindlebear
Entry No. 1 * 46 moons old * Friendly
"Suprisingly, Brindlebear and I have a lot in common! Both of us have had some pretty bad luck with tomcats.."

Newtpaw-Former Apprentice-Died of Greencough
Entry No. 1 * 45 moons old * Happy
So, EveningStar decided I could have an apprentice. That's pretty neat.

Entry No. 2 * 47 moons old * Sadness
"Newtpaw was a good apprentice, even if he was really whiny at times, He was the first apprentice that I was ever allowed to train. But, he too was struck by a sudden brought of Greencough, which took him away from us."

Kitescreech-former apprentice
Entry No. 1 * 47 moons old * Joy/Pride
"Kitepaw is my absolute pride and joy, even though she is not my kin. Our partnership began in unfortunate tragedy, after Scorpionclaw; kite paw's mentor and my daughter, as well as my apprentice Newtpaw, were taken by green cough. BatStar paired the two of us together in the hopes that we would help each other heal. I believe that we did more than that. Now, it feels like Kitepaw is more than just my apprentice, but also my friend. Soon, she will be a warrior, and I could not be more proud of her. "

Entry No. 2 * 51 moons old * Pride
"Kitescreech is a fine warrior, better than I ever could have imagined. It would not come at too much surprise if one day she rose up in the ranks of the clans. Let's just hope she does not forget her old mentor any time soon."

Crowdancer-Baby Daddy-Missing
Entry No. 1 * 51 moons old * Flirty
Crowdancer is a funny one, ill give him that. He does know how to use a charming turn of phrase. Rather charming, isn't it?

Entry no. 2 * 53 moons old * Bitter
"Okay, let's get this one out of the way. Yes, Crowdancer and I had kits. Yes, he is younger than my daughters. And NO, we were never real mates. He was just a guy who wanted kittens, and I am just a queen who was looking for a second chance. Things just seemed to work out that way. But, mr family man up and left, so I guess even that part was just a trick."

Other Clans

PinkStar-Missing
Entry No. 1 * 48 moons old * Respectful
"I must say, PinkStar may be the most interesting of the leaders that are at the forefront of the clans today. And of course I will jump at the chance to support a fellow leading lady. We have a lot in common, she and I."

Stoatwhisker-PeakClan
Entry No. 1 * 55 moons old * Annoyance
She is an odd duck. But, my little Snapkit showed her who was boss

Non Clan Cats

Mr. Nakey
Entry No. 1 * 53 moons old * Flirty
"So...I guess this weirdo fathered my kits. Or, one of them, at least. There is no denying that Chickenkit is his, even if all of the rest did come from Crowdancer. But, I would not really call us mates. We are hardly even lovers. He just piqued my curiousity, and we got to talking, and ....talking."

Entry No. 2 * 53 moons old * Awkward
Well...Chickenkit looks awfully familiar

[ginger]

TickStar

Family

Rustswirl-Mother
Entry No. 1 * 12 moons old * Familial Love/Resentment
Lets just say things with me and my mother have been a bit dicey. Ever since I was a kit, she has thought that she can do or say whatever she wants, and that no consequences effect her. Well, it just so happens that there are consequences. And, I guess she had to learn that the hard way. I do not know what she expected me to do. 

Entry No. 2 * 20 moons old * Love/Regret
As I have gotten older, I have made amends with Rustswirl, at least slightly. I suppose I can see now that she was doing her best, but that does not fix the past. Sometimes it still feels like I am the one who has to watch over her instead of the other way around. 

Entry No. 3 * 30 moons old * Annoyance
"So, Rustswirl's latest 'adventure' was to have kits with a tom half MY age, and a kitty pet! At this point, I don't know what I'm supposed to say. Can I lead a clan when I can't even control my own mother?"

Eveningblaze-Father-Deceased
Entry No. 1 * 12 moons old * Love/Admiration
 I have idolized my father ever since I was a kit. Him being the leader of the clan and all, I thought he had everything, and I wanted to be just like him. In some ways, I still do. I would give anything for him to think that I am worthy of his praise. One of these days, I will find a way to get it. 
Entry No. 2 * 24 moons old * Love/Confusion
Ever since father stepped down from his position as leader, I have not known what to think. I know that he wanted to spend time with his family, but isn't it a little bit late for that? After all, Scorpionclaw is already gone, and his kits are all grown. But still, I want to make him proud of me now that I am the deputy.

Entry No. 3 * 29 moons old * Love/Acceptance
Father gave me my final life for Pride. I know that it is silly, since everyone has always said he was proud of me, but it felt special coming from him. It felt far more real.

Bellfeather-Step-mother
Entry No. 1 * 20 mons old * Love
I will admit, when I first saw how close Bellfeather was to my father, I was not too pleased. I did not like the idea of being replaced in his heart. It seemed that she was an intruder into our family. But, eventually it was hard for me to ignore how happy she was making EveningStar; more so than I had ever seen him before. So, I had to decide what really mattered. I cared more about my father's happiness than I did my own, and it seemed that the two of us had at least one thing in common. Both of us would do anything to make EveningStar happy. 

Scorpionclaw-Sister
Entry No. 1 * 24 moons old * Love/Regret
When we were kits, Scorpionkit was a bit of a bully. She was much more confident than me, and found it all too easy to push me around. We were constantly butting heads over who was better at hunting, or who was father's favorite. Once we became warriors, I guess we mellowed out a little bit, even though we still bickered a lot. But, our arguments and teasing shifted into us pushing one another further, such as bragging about catching more prey in able to encourage the other to go after another catch. I never thought I would miss our fights...

Entry No. 2 * 28 moons old * Love/Shock
She is back. my sister, who I swore was dead, is back. What am I supposed to think?! Of course I am glad to see her alive, but so much has changed since she died, I mean...got lost. I don't really know how to handle any of this.

Entry No. 3 * 30 Moons Old * Love/Guilt
Scorpionclaw is still my closest friend and companion. I’m not sure what I will do if I lose her again. But I know that she is not totally content in her place as a warrior. It shouldn’t be a surprise. When we were kits, it was her that played the wise and noble ScorpionStar. I kind of feel bad for taking that away from her. 

Hornpaw-Brother-Died of Twoleg Illness during the Journey-Died after sustaining injuries during the Journey
Entry No. 1 * 8 moons old * Love/Sadness
I will be honest. My brother was a bully and a grump. We were always fighting about how much he would tease me, or pushing one another around. I always swore my life would have been better if I never had a brother. But, now that he is gone, I miss him, grumpiness and all. 

Entry No. 2 * 29 moons old * Love/Acceptance
Hornpaw have me a life for mercy. And, let's just say, I found out some things about the way that he died. I had always been told that he had the two leg illness. And, I think that part was fairly true. But, it turns out that there was more to it than that. He had gotten really bad injuries, and our father, EveningStar, put him out of his misery. 

Weevipaw-Brother-Died of Twoleg Illness during the Journey
Entry No. 1 * 9 moons old * Love
As kids, Weevilpaw and I were friendly rivals. Granted, I am pretty sure any cat in our age range, and even a few who are not, could have considered him to be a friendly rival. We were constantly challenging one another to silly dares. Sometimes, when I miss him, I am still tempted to ask my clanmates if they can beat me is a climbing race, or eat a mouse faster. 

Entry No. 2 * 29 moons old * Love/Pride
Weevilpaw gave me a life for courage. It makes perfect sense, as he was always oe of the bravest cats I ever knew. 

Ravenkit-Half brother-Stillborn
Entry No. 1 * 29 moons old * Love
I only met Ravenkit when he was in StarClan. But, he was one of the cats that gave me my nine lives. That makes three brothers giving me lives. His life was for energy.

Chickenwing-Half Brother
Entry No. 1 * 30 moons old * Family Love
Chickenkit...is an interesting one, I must say that. I'm not sure how he is going to live without fur. 

Entry No. 2 * 34 moons old * Frustration
"So, I've been thinking of many interesting names. Chickenwing, Chickenleg...Chickenbone would suit him. They all sound so strange. Why did Rustswirl have to pick such weird names?!"

Entry No. 3. * Surprise
Well, I certainly did not see it coming that Chickenpaw would be the first to get a warrior name. I don't think anyone could have guessed that one. But still, he has earned it.

Sappaw-Half-sister
Entry No. 1 * 30 moons old * Sister
"Sapkit reminds me a bit of myself. She seems eager to follow her siblings, but a bit easier to frighten than the others. I'm sure she will figure herself out one day."

Entry No. 2 * 31 moons old * Sister/Pondering
"I know it is far too easy for me to think much about warrior names, as these kits are not even apprentices, but I have found myself drawn to the idea of Sappool. Or perhaps Sapnettle. That would sound pretty.."

Snappaw-Half-sister
Entry No. 1 * 32 moons old * Sister
"I can already tell you that Snapkit is going to be a pawful. She is only two moons old, but she already is getting herself into trouble."

Entry No. 2 * 32 moons old * Sister
"I was pondering good warrior names, and these were a few that kept sticking in my mind: Snapdragon, Snapcrackle, Snappea"

Sugarpaw-Half-sister
Entry No. 1 * 30 moons old * Sister/Understanding
"Poor Sugarkit. She always seems to be so worried about her family, and everything else. Granted, look at who you are talking to. I'm not sure I have the room to pass judgement on a kit being anxious."

Entry No. 2 * 30 moons old * Sister
"I was thinking something like Sugardust might sound nice. Or maybe Sugarrush?"

Spicepaw - Half-sister
Entry No. 1 * 32 moons old * Sister
"Spicekit is already establishing herself as a strong leader. Maybe it is the leader in myself, but I am already imagining some powerful warrior names for her. Maybe something like Spicespark. Or maybe Spicewind would not be bad."

Flipfern Half-brother
Entry No. 1 * 30 moons old * Brother
"Flipkit is a lot of fun. He is already showing a lot of interest in being a medicine cat. Mottledfeather seems a bit young to have an apprentice, especially after she is still getting used to not being an apprentice herself, but...we will see. Maybe she would like the help. Oh, and also Rustswirl is already telling me that I have to name him Flipflop. I know it sounds like a sensible name, but I never know what to think about what she comes up with. Most likely its some strange thing she learned from a two leg."

Entry No. 2 * 30 moons old * Eye Roll
"Now mother has added Flipcake to the names. Great."

Entry No. 3 * 32 moons old * Brother/Regret
"Flipkit wants so bad to be a medicine cat. I don't know what Im supposed to do. I hate crushing his dreams, but I can't force Mottledfeather to take an apprentice before she is ready."

Entry No. 4 * Acceptance
Flipfern 


Clanmates

Quietstorm -Former Deputy - Friend
Entry No. 1 * 29 Moons Old * Friendly
Quietstorm is my deputy, which makes her my closest ally. We've only just begun our partnership, but I think we will make a pretty good team.

Entry No. 2 * 35 Moons old * Friendly
its so great that she and my sister are friends.

Entry No. 2 * 38 Moons old * Understanding
I am sad that she is stepping down, but I cannot blame her. The stress is too much. 

BatStar-Former Leader-Missing 
Entry No. 1 * 26 moons old * Hope/Friendly/Admiration
"BatStar is probably my closest friend now. I will admit, I was very surprised when he chose me of all cats to be his deputy. I want more than anything to show him that he made the right decision.

Entry No. 2 * 27 moons old * Love(?)
So, I've heard cats talking, saying BatStar and  could be more than friends. That can't be right...can it?

Entry No. 3 * 29 moons old * Sadness
"How to explain all of this...BatStar is gone. Or, sort of. His nine lives are gone, but somewhere, he is still out there. It still does not make any sense to me. But, those lives, the ones that he lost, sought me out. He was the one who guided me to the moon pool. I want to show everyone that I deserve his praise, but I don't know if I can convince myself. He was possibly my best friend, and I don't know how I am continuing on without him."

Milkpool-Friend-Missing
Entry No. 1 * 24 moons old * Friendly
"Milkpool is such a sweetheart. We have only spent a little bit of time together, but it seems like we are going to be pretty good friends."

Swiftleap-Former Mentor
Entry No. 1 * 24 Moons Old * Regret
Did you know that it is my fault that Swiftleap never trained any other apprentices? She never even finished training me. And it was not because she died. That did not happen for moons after I graduated. No, she gave up on training me. I guess I can't blame her. I probably would have given up on me too. Sometimes I have. I just wish that she would have lived long enough to see how far I've come. 

Entry No. 2 * 28 moons old * Shock
So, Swiftleap is alive. I thought that she and Scorpionclaw's bodies must have been taken by vultures, but it turns out they were taken by two legs, who treated their illnesses. And now they are home. Of course it is great to have my classmates back, but that means that the mentor who failed me now has to see me trying to train her daughter. If I fail, will that prove that I am the problem?

Entry No.3 * 36 Moons old * Regret/Guilt
She just had to take things into her own claws. I never wanted to do this, but what choice do I have? WolfStar said it, I can’t harbor a murderer in my camp. She has to leave, for her own sake as well as the clans.


Vipersnap-Former mentor-Died in a Sandstorm
Entry No. 1 * 12 moons old * pride
After Swiftleap gave up on me, Vipersnap helped me finish off my training. He was a good mentor, and a strong warrior. Sometimes I wish that he could have started out as my mentor instead of Swiftleap. Maybe then things would have gone better.

Entry No. 2 * 29 moons old * Friendly Love
Vipersnap came to me in StarClan, and gave me a life for Justice. It does make sense of course, as he was always a very fair and noble tom.

Lighteningspark-Friend(?)
Entry No. 1 * 26 moons old * Annoyance/Frustration/Enemy
I don't get what this cat's problem is with me. All I am trying to do is help him out, and chat with his apprentice, but he looks at me like I peed in his nest! Maybe he is just a grump, but I fear there has to be more to it. 

Entry No. 2 * 26 moons old * Guilt
So...I talked to him, and it turns out I was right. Even though I was trying to help whisper paw, he felt that I was overstepping a boundary, and I needed to stay out of his apprentice's life. Well, of course that caused a big fight between us, and...well, we both ended up saying a lot of things. In a funny way, it was sort of good that things got so heated, otherwise we would not have revealed the feelings that we did. I never could have guessed it, but it turns out the two of us are not as different as I had thought we were. 

Entry No. 3. * 33 moons old * Pity
Lightningspark lost part of his tail. I may not be a medicine cat, but I know that it is not going to be an easy road to recovery. I just hope that he doesn't get lost in everything that is happening. Perhaps Whisperwind's ceremony will bring some light back to his life. 

Entry No. 4 * 36 Moons old * Friendly
Lighteningspark has recovered well. we went out hunting together, and he outperformed me in almost every task! Maybe I should feel bad for not going as well, but...I don't. It was just fun. 

Whisperwind - Adoptive Sister
Entry No. 1. * 24 moons old * Hopeful
So, my mother and her apprentice brought back a stray...oh joy. But, I can't really blame them for this one. The poor little thing was completely alone, and so scared. I just hope that Rustswirl was wrong, and that her family is still out there somewhere. 

Entry No. 2 * 25 moons old * Acceptance
We sent out multiple patrols to search, but we could not find Whisper's family. I hate to say it, but I did sort of see this coming. But, I am not sure what I think is worse, the thought that her family is dead, or the idea that they may have left her out there all alone on purpose. Personally, I think the latter. The question now is going to be whether or not she can stay in the clans. After all, she is nearly six moons old, and we will not be sworn to protect her when she is no longer a kit. But if she is cast out, I fear what sort of thing Rustswirl will do. I just hope she does not do anything too terribly stupid. 

Entry No. 3. * 26 moons old * Joy
So, Whisper has decided she wants to be a member of ValeClan permanently, and has been named Whisperpaw. Part of me sort of wishes that BatStar could have made her my apprentice instead of Lighteningspark's, though I do understand his reasoning. I still think I will have to lend a paw in leading her to her place though. 

Entry No. 4 * 34 moons old * Understanding
I had the honor of naming Whisperwind as a warrior. I believe she will do amazing things. However, even I will admit that it was a shock that she brought back cat bones of all things from the Vulture's landing. I cannot fault her, however. She had no idea. 

Tulippaw- Former Apprentice-Missing
Entry No. 1 * 28 moons old * Apprentice/Joy
I only was given Tulippaw as my apprentice a few days ago, but already, she seems to be a pretty good she-cat. I think we are going to be a pretty good team!

Entry No. 2 * 28 moons old * Apprentice/Understanding
So, Tullippaw and I have quite a bit more in common than I realized. We've both dealt with a lot of pain, and a lot of anger in our lives. I just hope that it will make me a better teacher, rather than a worse one."

Entry No. 3 * 32 moons old * Apprentice
"Tulippaw's training has taken on a few new challenges. For starters, she has found more tragedy with the loss of her brother, Violetfire. And then on top of that she managed to get herself attacked by a rogue."

Entry No. 4 * 34 moons old * Guilt
"Tulippaw left...I don't really know why. Maybe she just could not handle being a warrior. Maybe it is because of me. I always wanted to have an apprentice, and yet...here I am. I had one, but I lost her."

Brightpaw-Died after being attacked by Dogs
Entry No. 1 * 29 moons old * Acceptance
"Brightpaw was Swiftleap's brother who died long before I was born. But, he came to me in StarClan, and he gave me a life of Mentoring."

Blossomheart-Former Clanmate-Died in kittenbirth
Entry No. 1 * 29 moons old * Love
Admittedly, I did not know Blossomheart too well when she was alive. All I really knew was that she died giving birth to Sweetchirp. But, in StarClan, she came to give me a life for Love.

Sleektail-Former Clanmate-Deceased
Entry No. 1 * 29 moons old * Thankful
Sleektail came to me in StarClan to give me a life for trust. 


Other Clans

Swampymoss-GladeClan-Died from a badger attack/old age 
Entry No. 1 * 12 moons old * Friendly
I don't remember it very well, but during the journey, all of us apprentices would seek out this old tomcat to get extra training tips, or hear his stories. He usued to say he was over 900 moons old! Back then, I actually think I believed him.

Entry No. 2 * 29 moons old * Kindness
After a long time, Swampymoss earned his rest in StarClan. I had the honor of being the very first cat that he granted a life to. He gave me a life for wisdom, which was, of course, no surprise.

Bearcatcher-PeakClan-Missing
Entry No. 1 * 26 moons old * Friendly
I must admit, Bearcatcher is a little bit mysterious. Sometimes it seems like she never talks at all! But, usually, when she does find some words, she is pretty nice, so I can't complain too much.

Entry No. 2 * 30 moons old * Shock
I heard that Bearcatcher and BlackStar left the clans. it was, obviously, a shock. I'm not really sure what I'm supposed to think about that.

Rowanshade-GladeClan-Status Unknown
Entry No. 1 *  26 moons old * Acquaintance
The deputy of GladeClan seems pretty nice. I think we could get along fine. 

CraneStar-PeakClan-Deceased
Entry No. 1 * 32 moons old * Awkward/Enemy(?)
CraneStar and I have not gotten off on the right paw. I don't see how we could have, seeing as one of her warriors killed an apprentice. I don't want to be making enemies this quickly, but that could be unavoidable

Entry No. 2 * 34 moons old * Anger/Acceptance
Going to the gathering, I knew things were goi g to be hard, but...I did not anticipate the news she brought. She says that she is not trying to force my paws, but she clearly won’t back down if I don’t exile Swiftleap. I can’t really blame her. But I wish she could have spoken to me instead of telling the whole gathering about this. Would that be so bad?

Entry No. 3 * 38 Moons old * Shock
She's...she's dead. CraneStar is dead.

RunningStar-ShellClan's Leader
Entry No. 1 * 32 moons old* Acquaintance
RunningStar is..okay I guess. He certainly has an ego. I will give him that. But, even if he seems suck up, I don't have any big quarrel with him.

Entry No. 2 * 34 moons old * Annoyance
ugh.

WolfStar-GladeClan's Leader
Entry No. 1 * 32 moons old * Friendly/Ally
Thank StarClan WolfStar was there to back me up at the gathering. I don't know how he manages to stay so cool under the stress of CraneStar. I have the sneaking suspicion that he may be the leader I get along with the best. 

Entry No. 2 * 34 moons old * Ally(?)
WolfStar is still the only leader I would consider a confidante, though even that is questionable at times. He is a good cat, but it would be nice if he could make up his mind if he wants to support me or not. 

[ginger]

Swampymoss
Family

Tigerlily-Mate-Deceased
Entry No. 1 * 26 moons old * Love/Sadness
"I loved Tigerlily more than I ever could have said. She was the most beautiful cat I ever saw, and our kits were just as perfect. I just wish life could have stayed that perfect. She would have been a wonderful mother, had she ever gotten the chance. At least this way our kits did not have to wait for her in StarClan. I'm sure she would never have wanted them to be lonely."

Entry No. 2. * 100 moons old * Love
"Sometimes, I think that Tigerlily's spirit is right beside be, guiding my path. I'm no medicine cat, and I cannot really talk to her, but something tells me that she hears me every day."

Entry No. 3 * 207 moons old * love/Joy
"Now that I have gone to StarClan, I can see Tigerlily every single day. We could not be happier together."

Magpiekit
Entry No. 1 * 26 moons old * Daughter/Sadness
Magpiekit..she was the little ginger kit. I just wish that she could have seen the world.

Entry No. 2 * 202 * Daughter/Curiousity
You know, I think that she is the one who helped me find Magpie, and bring her home. She had to have been looking out for her namesake. 

Entry No. 2* 207 Moons Old * Daughter
Together in StarClan, we finally are able to be together as father and daughter

Bluekit
Entry No. 1 * 26 moons old * Daughter/Sadness
Bluekit, unlike her name sounded, was entirely white, like a little snowflake. The reason I call her Bluekit is because I always imagined that she would have the prettiest blue eyes. 

Softkit
Entry No. 1 * 26 moons old * Daughter/Sadness
Softkit was just..so fuzzy. I imagine had she lived, she probably could have kept the whole nursery warm by the time she was a warrior. 

Former Apprentices


Redpaw-Deceased-Drowned
Entry No. 1 * 149 moons old * Guilt
"Redpaw was a wonderful apprentice, and I imagine he would have been a great warrior. He was always so brave. He even died bravely, jumping into a flood to save his brother. I just wish I would have been fast enough to save him too."

FogStar-Missing
Entry No. 1 * 156 moons old * Pride
"Fogpaw and I were possibly one of the best mentor and apprentice duo the clans ever saw. I picked up his training very soon after the death of Redpaw, so I imagine I may not have been at my best. Or, maybe that made me better. I saw a lot of potential in that young tom, and I pushed him hard enough to reach it. Some may have said I was too hard on him, but I frankly disagree. As hard as I pushed him, he pushed me right back, and we were constantly telling one another to achieve bigger and bigger goals."

Entry No. 2 * 160 moons old * Pride
"Quite a few moons have passed, and Fogpool is a better warrior than I ever could have hoped for. Sure, he makes mistakes every now and then, but who doesn't? And, on top of all that, he has followed in my paw steps, and trained an apprentice of his own, Leafpaw."

Entry No. 3. * 196 * Pride
"FogStar is a wonderful leader. I cannot exactly say I always agree with him, but I am confident in supporting him. With him at the forefront of the clan, and his kits newly joining the nursery, I don't feel so bad about retiring."

Entry No. 4 * 207 Moons Old * Unsure
So...FogStar and I have been at odds recently. He has changed, become more hard. More...I don't know how to say it. But, I don't like it. He sent Magpie away, even after all we had done. I hate to say it, but I'm almost glad that he left, and that Wolfcry is going to take his place as leader. It makes me feel a little bit less guilty about the fact that I have gone to the Stars. 

Dovespider-deceased-Ate Deathberries
Entry No. 1 * 170 moons old * Curiousity
"Dovepaw and I were a pretty okay pair while she was an apprentice. We did not dispute, or get under one another's skin. At least, not too bad I don't think. Though, she was always paying more attention to the look of her pretty face than catching prey. At the time I figured that as long as she kept performing well, it was not too bad. Besides, the couple of times that I did try to learn what was going on, I did not really get results. She did teach me how to groom my fur better though, so that was something rather interesting."

Entry No. 2 * 177 moons old * Guilt
"I should have seen this coming. I had seen the way she looked at Fallensun, and the heartbreak she felt when he took another mate. I should have tried to talk to her more, or been there for her. I just sat back and watched while she spiraled. But, I wasn't and now she is dead. Some cats think that she may have been the one behind the murders of those she-cats. Others are saying she was just another victim. As for me...I just don't know."

Cougarstorm-Missing
Entry No. 1 * 166 moons old * Aquaintance
"I've known the kid for a while before we were mentor and apprentice. Sometimes, if Dovepaw finished her training early, or if she was off galavanting with her little posse, I would hang around the nursery and give some junior training to Cougarkit. I think he liked the company, especially after all of his family died from the two leg disease. It really was such a shame."

Entry No. 1. * 169 moons old * Pride
"Of course, with how much I had been training him already, it only made sense for the leader to pick me as Cougarpaw's mentor. I'm pretty proud of the kid."

Entry No. 3. * 175 moons old * Pride
"Cougarstorm has become a fine warrior, just like I always said he would. A bit reckless at times, yes, but still very strong." 

Entry No. 4 * StarClan * Shock
”He abandoned his clan. He left his kittens. I don’t really know why. I don’t understand it at all.”

Oleandermoon
Entry No. 1. * 178 moons old * Curious
Oleanderpaw seems to be a fine apprentice, but I can’t help but be curious how he keeps stumbling into thorn bushes. Duskfire keeps assuring me that he is just clumsy, but it seems off. He seems plenty good on his paws around camp...

Entry No. 2. * 179 moons old * Guilt/Hope
So..it is all clear now. Those scratches were from something far worse than thorns. Duskfire, it turns out, was a horrible mentor, and he took everything out on poor Oleanderpaw. I just can’t believe I had ignored it. I can’t help but ask myself if I could have stopped it. Hopefully, by taking him on as my apprentice, I can help right those wrongs. 

Entry No. 3. * 180 moons old * Hope
Oleanderpaw is a good apprentice, though things certainly are not easy. For one, the problem with the two leg refuse seems to be getting worse, and I fear this may only be the beginning. Already, both Softgaze and Bogthistle (Oleanderpaw’s parents) have died, and his brother, Thistlepaw, does not seem to be faring well either. As for Oleanderpaw Himself, he is a fighter, I will give him that. There is obviously a lot of trauma that he is going to have to work through before he can be a warrior. 

Entry No. 4. * 183 moons old * Pride
Oleadarmoon is a warrior now. I wish I could say that the struggles were over, but I do so hate being dishonest. I’m not sure if Oleandermoon will ever really be past his struggles. Even if he were, I am sure new ones would be found.

Clanmates

Magpiewing-Friend
Entry No. 1 * 202 moons old * Friendly/Curious
"I know I should have chased her out. It is what you are supposed to do when you are a warrior. But, come to think of it, I'm not a warrior. Like I told Magpie, I am an old man, not a warrior. So, if you are reading this, you will have to excuse an old cat's heart from going soft. But anyways, she told me her story, and I just did not have the heart to tell her to leave the clan. I know it is silly, but her name...Magpie. That was my daughter's name, or, it would have been, had she lived to hear it."

Entry No. 2. * 203 moons old * Friendly/Awkward
"Well, I wanted her to meet FogStar, but I must admit, this was not quite what I had in mind. Now he knows that she is on the territory, and that puts her at risk, and its going to make it much harder to convince him that she should be allowed to stay."

Entry No. 3 * 205 * Thankful
"She saved me. I was stranded in the flood, and she dragged me to safety. And FogStar was there helping her. Surely that will show them that they can coexist? But, before I could say anything, she ran off again. I hate to think of her out there all alone at a time like this. Surely I can get FogStar to listen to some reason, right?"

Entry No. 4. * 207 moons old * Friend. 
So, a lot has happened since my last entry. For one, FogStar denied Magpie entrance into the clan. I knew that he was being a grump, but I still thought he had some feeling. But, anyways, I went with Magpie to the border, and, as usual, we got to talking. Oh goodness did we talk. She finally accepted my offer of friendship. But then, when I was headed home, I sort of got all caught up with a badger, and it went towards her. I couldn't chase after it, but I sent some others to go get Magpie. Thank StarClan Thunderingpaw was able to get her out of there before she was hurt too bad. And, I got to see her one final time.

Entry No. 5 * StarClan * Friend/Amusement
Well, it seems Magpiewing, the nonbeliever has some connection to StarClan. Or maybe she was right, and I'm just a figment of her imagination. Ah well, I guess that is for her to decide. 


Brackenfern - Medicine Cat/Friend
Entry No. 1. * 202 * Friendly
"Ive known Brackenfern since he was just a kit. He and Redpaw, my apprentice, were brothers you know. Sometimes I wonder if he blames me for not being able to save Red. I don't think so though. He seems to put the past behind him. Well, except for when the two of us are trading stories. Then he cannot get enough of the past."

Leafheart-deceased-Whitecough
Entry No. 1. * 201 moons old * Acquaintance
"Leafheart was a pretty good cat, and it is a real shame that he was taken from us so soon. I really got to see him grow as an apprentice thanks to the fact that I was usually hanging around FogStar (fog pool at the time). I was also one of the few cats that knew about his attraction to tomcats. And no, before you ask, nobody spilled the beans. I just sort of figured it out. Cats don't realize it about me, but I do know a thing or two when it comes to love. It is too bad that he and Cougarstorm never really got to make a life together though."

Entry No. 2 * StarClan * Friendly
”We get to spend time together in StarClan. He really is a nice cat to chatter with.”

Thunderingsnow-Friend
Entry No. 1. * 202 * Friendly
"Thunderingpaw seems to be a pretty good little she-cat, even if she does seem a bit flighty at times. I am sure she will grow out of it. And I can certainly appreciate any cat that will listen to my old stories."

Entry No. 2 * 205 * Friendly
"I think I can consider Thunderingpaw as a pretty close friend nowadays."

Entry No. 3. * 207 * Friend/Thankful
Thunderingpaw has done me a service that I could never repay. She trusted in me, and went to help Magpie when I couldn't. Even though I am gone, I know that young one will take good care of my clan. 

WolfStar
Entry No. 1 * 200 * Clanmate/Joy
"Wolfcry is a good cat, and a good mate for FogStar. Sometimes, if I think about it, I could swear that Wolfpaw may have had as much of an influence in Fogpaw's life as I did, and I was his mentor! But, anyways, I like Wolfcry, and I'm glad to have him as a clanmate."

Entry No. 2. * StarClan * Friend
WolfStar is going to be a wonderful leader. I was honored to give him one of his lives. I'm sorry that I can't be there with him, but..I'm always there. This old cat still has a few tricks.

Misthop
Entry No. 1. * 205 moons old * Awkward
"As you know, I'm a friend to most kittens, and love teaching them things. Little Mistkit though, she sure is something else. I could swear that her mind was covered in sap, the way everything sticks to it. I will admit that I may have had some accidental influence on the way she talks. How was I supposed to know she could figure out how to say Foxdung?"

Orchidthroat
Entry No. 1 * 150 Moons Old * Friendly
Orchidpaw is a pretty sweet little she-cat, even if her anxiety is always through the roof. Sometimes, when Fogpaw and I are training, I also try to sneak a little bit of help to her too. Only when Fogpaw is busy, of course. I wouldn’t want my little apprentice getting jealous, now would I?

Entry No. 2 * 157 moons old * Curious/Helpful
Orchidpaw has failed two assessments already. I know that she is not my apprentice to worry about, but you know how I can be. And, what can I say? Since Fogpool became a warrior earlier this moon, I’ve needed something to occupy myself. So, why not help her out a little? I’m sure with some patience we can learn what it is that is bothering her, and making her fail.

Entry No. 3 * 158 moons old * Pride
YI guess what they say is true; third time really is the charm! I’m sure you have guessed it by now, but Orchidpaw is a warrior. Well, I suppose I should say Orchidthroat now.


Other Clans


TickStar-Leader of ValeClan
Entry No. 1 * 203 moons old * Friendly
"I don't reckon she would remember it too well, but Tick and I had a few good chats when the clans stayed together as we were getting to these new territories. She was an awfully anxious little thing, even for an apprentice. But, something told me that kid would go far. I guess I was right, seeing as she is the deputy of ValeClan now."

Entry No. 2 * StarClan * Kind
TickStar is the first leader that I got to give a life to. I give her a life for wisdom. I hope she uses it well.

PinkStar-Former leader of ShellClan-Friend
Entry No. 1 * 190 * Friendly
"I remember when she was just a little apprentice, following SableStar around like a shadow. At gatherings, she would always find her way around to talk to lots of cats, and I guess I must have stuck out to her, because she visited me many times."
Entry No. 2 * 200 moons old * Proud
"Let me tell you, when I was a warrior, and chatting with Sabletail's little daughter, I knew she ws something special., but I never dreamed she would take his place as leader! It really is something special isn't it?"

Chickenpaw-ValeClan
Entry No. 1 * StarClan * Curious
Heh, that Chickenkit is a funny one. He comes to visit StarClan at night. I like the company.


Outsiders

[ginger]

Bluebellheart

Family

Swiftleap-mother
Entry No. 1 * 3 moons old * Mother/Confusion
"So, I always thought Mama and I were going to be close, once she was out of the medicine den. Papa was always telling us that she loved us very much, and would come back to the nursery soon. She even told me herself that she was getting better. But then she was gone. Papa said she had gone to StarClan. I don't know where StarClan is, but it sounded like it was real far. I don't know if I could ever get there by myself."

Entry No. 2 * 7 moons old * Mother/Joy
"So, you know how I said that Mama had gone somewhere too far to come back from? Well, it turns out that she did come back. I still don't really get it. But hey! She came back, so I am not going to complain!"

Entry No. 3 * 9 moons old * Mother/Sadness
"Its been sort of...weird...since Violetfire died. I want to make mama feel happy again, but it isn't easy."

Entry No. 4 * 11 moons old * Mother/Fear
i..I don’t know what to say. Mama...she killed somebody. Apparently she killed someone else before too. I don’t know what is going to happen. It...it scares me. 

Fuzzymoth-Father
Entry No. 1 * 3 moons old * Father
"Papa sure is sweet. He is always showing us pretty things like feathers or shiny rocks. I know things have been pretty tough for him since Mama went off to Starclan..Sometimes I try to do nice things for him too! I bring him pretty things, but they do sort of get...muddy. I can't help it that I am so short though! Everything drags in the dust..."

Shinesnow-Sister
Entry No. 1 * 3 moons old * Sister
"Shine is definitly the leader of our little kitten crusade, at least in my eyes. I am always following her around. Part of it is because I like hanging out with her, and the other part is because I never want her to be lonely. I've seen her a few times when she is lonely, and it is pretty sad. But, there are sometimes when I just can't keep up! She has a whole lot of energy! That is, except for when she gets all wheezy. When that happens, she is not as much fun."

Entry No. 2 * 12 moons old * Sister/Joy
I had not said anything before, because there was so much else I was trying to figure out, but Shinepaw had been gone for a little bit. She was trying to find our sister. But now, she is back! Tulippaw is not though...

Tulippaw-Sister-Missing
Entry No. 1 * 6 moons old * Sister/Admiration
"Tullip is pretty cool I think! And, she even managed to get Tickstorm as her mentor, so that is pretty nifty!"

Entry No. 2 * 8 moons old * Sister/Sadness
"After Violetfure died, Tulip has been so sad. I dint know how to fix it."

Entry No. 3 * 10 moons old * Sister/Sadness
"Tulippaw..she left. I don't know where she went, or why she had to leave. Maybe she will come back one day. I can't count on it though. I don't think many people come back."

Violetfire-Killed by Strikefire of PeakClan
Entry No. 1 * 3 moons old * Brother/Admiration
"He is pretty nifty!"

Entry No. 2 * 8 moons old * Sadness
"Mama came back to camp with Violet..and he was all limp. He looked so...it was scary. I know I'm supposed to be brave, but he just looked so torn up! It hurts to think about. TickStar gave him a very nice vigil though."

Rustswirl -Auntie
Entry No. 1 * 3 moons old * Auntie
"Auntie Rustswirl has been around for as long as I can possibly remember. She has always been a real fun playmate, and promised to take us on big adventures once we were old enough. I wonder if she remembers that."

Bellfeather - Foster mother
Entry No. 1 * 3 moons old * Caretaker
"Bellfeather has been taking care of us ever since Mama went off to StarClan. She can never replace Mama, but she does do her best, and I lover her for that. I do wish she would let us wander around more though. Not every kitten can keep dirt out of their fur. "

Entry No. 2 * 6 moons old * Appreciation
"Bellfeather gave us all some really pretty flowers for our fur that we wore during the ceremony. My siblings' flowers all fell out pretty quick because they have short fur, but mine stayed for a good while. Maybe I will have to ask her how she keeps hers in, so I can get more flowers."


Clanmates

Coalsnarl-Former Mentor- killed by a lynx
Entry No. 1 * 6 moons ld * Mentor/Joy
"I gotta say, when I first saw Coalsnarl, I thought he was really scary, or at least really intimidating. You have to admit, he is pretty big! But, turns out he is a pretty good mentor."

Entry No. 2 * 6.5 moons old * Sadness
"Coalsnarl went out to do something, and he never came back. But, that's what happened to Mama, and she eventually came back! Everyone is telling me that it is not the same though."

Sweetchirp-Former Mentor-Died of HeatStroke
Entry No. 1 * 7 mons old * Mentor/Sadness
Sweetchirp is my mentor now. I know I should be happy that I get to keep training, but I don't want a new mentor! I want Coalsnarl to come back."

Entry No. 2 * 8 moons old * Mentor/Acceptance
"Sweetchirp has grown on me a bit since we started training together. He is still not the same as Coalsnarl, but he is nice. And he is trying to help me remember how to be happy."

Entry No. 3 * 12 Moons old * Sadness
He...he's gone. 


TickStar-Leader
Entry No. 1 * 4 moons old * Admiration
Tickstorm is our deputy! She's pretty neat, I think. 

Entry No.2 * 8 moons old * Admiration
It was sweet that TickStar gave Violetfire a warrior name. I think he would like that. 

Other Clans

Poppysong of PeakClan 
Entry No. 1 * 11 moons old * Kindness
Poppysong is very sweet. She tried to make me feel better at the gathering. Of course, she didn’t realize at first that I was Swiftleap’s kit. If she had, maybe she would have been less welcoming

[ginger]

Firerunner

Family

Pinkstar-Mother-Missing
Entry No. 1 * 3 moons old * Mother/Pride
Mother is the best cat to ever grace the clans, save for maybe me. I mean, she is a mother, a warrior, and the leader of a clan! Not to mention the fact that she is the prettiest she-cat. And don't you dare ask me how I, a blind kit, could know. I just do!"

Entry No. 2 * 4 moons old * Mother/Anger/Betrayal
Mother left me! Me, her favorite son....I don't understand any of this. Why would she do that to me?

RunningStar-Father
Entry No. 1 * 2 moons old * Father/Admiration
"I look up to father, even though I don't get to see him too much."

Entry No. 2 * 3 moons old * Father/Loneliness
Father almost never plays with us. I don't get it. 

Entry No. 3 * 4 moons old * Father/Leader
So...Father is the leader now that Mother is gone. I'm not really sure what that is about. But, he is making me an apprentice, so maybe he is okay. 

Entry No. 4 * 8 moons old * Father/Anger/Betrayal
RunningStar may have sired me, but I will never again call him my father. He is trying to force me, his own son, into the elder's den. And for what? Because he couldn't manage to keep himself afloat? I would call that his problem, not mine.

Strawberrykit-Missing
Entry No. 1 * 2 moon old * Brother/Annoyance
Strawberry is a real pain in my side. Seriously! It seems like the mouse brain can’t go a night without kicking and clawing at me in my sleep. Doesn’t he know I need my beauty rest? And besides that, I want to know why his fur is always such a mess. I’m blind, but I can still feel his wayward fluff. 

Entry No. 2 * 4 moons old * Betrayal
Strawberrykit left. Maybe he went with mother. 

Salmonkit-Missing
Entry No. 1 * 3 moons old * Brother/Annoyance
Salmonkit is such a little show off. Like, we get it, you are small and cute, but can we get back to focusing on the real star? That star is me of course. And also, why does he have to be such a pain in the tail?! When will he accept that I will always be the better of ShellClan’s precious children? 

Entry No. 2 * 4 moons old * Betrayal
Salmonkit left with the rest of them. 

Rosekit-Missing
Entry No. 1 * 2 moons old * Sister
Rosekit is okay, I guess, even if she does sometimes roll on me when we are sleeping. At least she has an appreciation for beauty.

Entry No. 2 * 4 moons old * Betrayal
I think you know the drill by now. Rosekit left along with everyone else. 

Sharksnap
Entry No. 1. * 2 moons old * Sister/Love
"None of my siblings can deny the fact that we adore little Sharkkit. She is just such a sweetheart, even I have to admit it. And I am quite sure that without her around, my brothers and I would get in far more scraps."

Entry No. 2 * 4 moons old * Sister/Love
Sharkkit is the only one that did not leave me. I guess that is good, since she is the best of my siblings. 

Entry No. 3 * 6 moons old * Sister/Friend
Sharkpaw is still my closest companion. 

Entry No. 4 * 8 Moons old * Sister/Guilt/Regret
I can't stay here in ShellClan...but how can I leave my sister? I don't get why she can't just come with me?! It's not fair! I have to go. I have to leave her behind. I'm going to be just as bad as everyone else.

Entry No. 5 * 12 Moons Old * Sister/Joy
During my warrior ceremony, I felt something.,.and now, somehow, I can feel whatever Sharksnap does! I can still be with her, even though I am in GladeClan. Maybe distance does not have to keep us apart any more. 

Sereneshell-Aunt
Entry No. 1 * 3 moons old * Family
Aunt Sereneshell is...tolerable. She brings us pretty things, so she is passable in my eyes. 

ShellClan

Boltclaw
Entry No. 1 * 3 moons old * Acquaintance
"I don't know if I would call us close or anything, but Boltclaw is...tolerable."

Darkfoot
Entry No. 1 * 3 moons old * Annoyance/Enemy
"Darkpaw is a total pain in my hindquarters. He needs to learn to respect those that are above him, and that includes me! He is just..euurgh! He is just so annoying!"

Beekit-Missing
Entry No. 1 * 2 moons old * Flirty
"Beekit...ah, Beekit. The pretty little daughter of the deputy. Of course I would want to woo her. After all, as a deputy's daughter, she is the best, and don't I deserve the best? Yeah, I thought so."

Entry No. 2 * 4 moons old * Annoyance
She left with the rest of my family. I know that she did not like me that much, but still, this seems to be a little much.

Stormpetals - Medicien Cat
Entry No. 1 * 3 moons old * Aquaintice
Ive been over to the medicine den a few times. Stormpetals is not to horrible. She comes to check on us sometimes. 

Entry No. 2 * 8 moons old * Admiration
Stormpetals is one of the only cats who seems to have a spine in this clan. At least she can tell my father the truth. 

Iriseye-Fostr Mother
Entry No. 1 * 2 moons old * Indiffernent
Iriseye is the mother of my denmates.. I don't have much to say about her. She's alright I guess

Entry No. 2 * 4 moons old * Caretaker
Now that Mother is gone, Iriseye has let Sharkkit and I sleep in her nest. It is nice, but it isn't the same. She will never be my mother. 

Entry No. 3 * 6 moons old * Mentor
So, RunningStar picked her as my mentor. I mean, I guess I could do worse. We'll see how this goes. 

Entry No. 4 * 8 moons old * Betrayal
How dare she agree with RunningStar?! It's not my fault that she did not train me!

Flyleaf
Entry No. 1 * 6 moons old * Friendly
Its funny, I think I see Flyleaf hanging around us more than our father. But, I guess he is alright. He better be a good mentor to Sharkpaw, or he will feel my claws!

Frostpaw-Missing
Entry No. 1 * 5 moons old * Thankful
"So, this random cat saved me from drowning and being attacked by a hawk. I suppose that makes him a decent character in my book. I didn't catch all of it, but he was telling father that he wanted to join our clan."

Entry No. 2 * 5 moons old * Superior
"So, father let the loner cat in to the clan. That is interesting I suppose. I, of course, am going to have to tell him all about the clan."

GladeClan

WolfStar-Former Mentor-Leader
Entry No. 1. * 8 moons old * Thankful
I suppose WolfStar is my leader now. I am grateful that he has allowed me to join his clan, though...I don't know how I am supposed to feel. He has been kind to me, I suppose. 

Entry No. 2 * 12 Moons Old * Thankful
Over the past few moons, WolfStar has helped me to be a good member of GladeClan. He had even put his neck out for me, swearing that he will fight for my right to stay here. I could not be more thankful to him. And trust me, I don't give out gratitude very easily. 

Magpiewing-Friend
entry No. 1 * 8 Moons old * Ally(?)
Magpiepaw is sort of an..apprentice mentor. She’s WolfStar’s other apprentice, but in some ways, she’s sort of been teaching me too. Perhaps she is my first ally in my new clan.

[ginger]

Misthop

Family

FogStar-Father-Missing
Entry No. 1 * 3 moons old * Father/Admiration
"FogStar is the best father I could ever dream of having, other than maybe Wolfcry. But, I guess I may be a bit biased, huh? He is just...so strong. Everyone is always telling me he is, and of course I know it for myself. One day, I want to get that strong! One day, I am going to have so many muscles that I will be able to squish him!"

Entry No. 2 * 5 moons old * Sadness
"He...left. I don't know where he went. Wolfcry says he is not coming back though..."

WolfStar-Father
Entry No. 1 * 3 moons old * Father/Admiration
"Wolfcry is my other dad, and he is just as awesome as FogStar! Well, he isn't the leader, so I guess he loses that one awesome point...but he makes up for it with so many other things! He is just..so great!"

Entry No. 2 * 5 moons ld * Father
"I went from having one father as leader to the other! That is...interesting."

Entry No. 3 * 10 Moons old * Father/Admiration
Even after all we have been through, I still feel like I could depend on my father for anything. He is there for me, even when he can't be right with me. 

Howlpaw-Brother-Deceased
Entry No. 1 * 2 moons old * Brother
Howlkit is cool.

Entry No. 2 * 10 moons old * Brother/Sadness
Howlpaw...he's gone. He went out of camp, and...I don't know what happened. But...I saw his body. It was horrible. 


Stormkit-Brother-Missing
Entry No. 1 * 2 moons old * Brother
Stormy is pretty fun

Entry No. 2 * 5 moons old * Brother/Confusion
Stormkit...left too. I guess he must have gone with FogStar. I wonder why they left. 

Cloverpaw-Brother-Deceased
Entry No. 1 * 2 moons old * Brother
Clover is pretty okay. He can be a bit of a grump though.

Entry No. 2 * 6 moons old * Brother
Poor Clover got all sick, right after we became apprentices. It really doesn't seem fair. 

Entry No. 3 * 10 moons old * Brother/Sadness
Cloverpaw's sickness came back. This time, he was not strong enough. At least I got to say goodbye this time. 

Riverpaw-Sister
Entry No. 1 * 2 moons old * Sister
Riverkit is a lot of fun to hang out with. She always has the best ideas.

Entry No. 2 * 10 moons old * Sister
I know that Riverpaw and I have not always been two peas in a pod, but...we are all that is left. She's the only sibling I have now. We have to stick together.


Clanmates

Swampymoss-Died of old age
Entry No. 1 * 2 moons old * Friend
"Swampymoss is my favorite old man. Well, he is the only one I know. But, still, he is my favorite. He tells some of the best stories, and he knows some of the most fun words. I even learned my favorite word, Foxdung, from hanging around him. Wolfcry says I need to stop saying it though...not sure why."

Entry No. 2 * 2 moons old * Friend/Tankful
Oh yeah, he also sort of saved my life that one time. 

Entry No. 3 * 6 moons old * Friend/Sadness
Swampymoss went out into the stars now...I'm gong to miss him. He was really nice. 

Chivespring-Caretaker-Missing
Entry No. 1 * 2 moons old * Friendly
"Chivey is like a third dad for me! Personally, I think that makes me the luckiest kitten in the whole clan. Maybe even the whole forest. Honestly, he is just such a sweetie, and he says such nice things to me!"

Entry No. 2 * 6 moons old * Friendly
"Even though I am an apprentice now, Chive is still my very best friend"

Entry No. 3 * 12 moons old * Friend/Sadness
I...I had really hoped that Chivespring would stay around long enough to see me be a warrior. He had promised he would be at my ceremony. But he was not there. He...left. 


Oleandermoon-Former Mentor
Entry No. 1 * 6 moons old * Mentor
My mentor!

Entry No. 2 * 8 moons old * Mentor/Excitement
He is teaching me to spar today! This will be so cool!

Entry No. 3 * 9 moons old * Former Mentor/Regret
Oleandarmoon stepped down as my mentor. He promises that it was not my fault, and that its just all of his feelings getting in the way. I suppose it is nice that he wants the best for me, but...I wish things were a bit different. 


Magpiewing-Friend
Entry No. 1 * 6 moons old * Friendly
Swampymoss told me about how he met this pretty loner she-cat. Now she is a part of the clan. I think we might make good friends."

Entry No. 2 * 8 moons old * Friend/Crush
Is it just me, or is Magpiepaw REALLY cool? Like, she's just...the best. 

Entry No. 3. * 12 moons old * Friend/Crush
So...I suppose I should come to terms with my feelings. I...like Magpiewing. I shouldn't, but I still sort of do. But she's also my best friend! And she loves someone else. Some...ShellClan cat. We can't be together.

Tindermoth-Former Mentor-Deputy
Entry No. 1 * 9 Moons old * Mentor
So, with Oleandarmoon stepping down, Tindermoth is my new mentor. She is pretty cool! And, she's also the new deputy!

[ginger]

The Naked Man

Twolegs

Susan

Entry No.1
Of all the twolegs I associate with, Susan is definitely my favorite. She is pink and wrinkled like me, and she never forgets to give me my tuna on time. She always tells me I am her handsome little naked man. 

Joe
Entry No. 1
Joe is neat. He gives me sausages.

Clan Cats


Scorpionclaw-ValeClan
Entry No. 1 * Flirty
Pretty ginger! I liked her. Had a nice lil flirt. 

Entry No. 2 * Awkward
So...it turns out that other pretty she-cat, the one I had...relations with, is scorpion claw's mom. ...awkward.

Rustswirl-Baby Mama-ValeClan
Entry No. 1*Flirty
So, I met another pretty she-cat from the desert. I must say, that clan does really well on their she-cats. Perhaps I could call them desert flowers. Well, she and I got to talking, and...other stuff. Wonder if I'll ever see her again. 

Entry No. 2*Surprise/Baby Mama
So, it turns out our little soiree came with an extra surprise. ValeClan has its own little mini-me!


Magpiewing-Friend-GladeClan
Entry No. 1*Friendly
So, I don't remember it too well, but when I was a little kitten, there was another young she-cat in the city. Sometimes, when mother and father had to go do something, I would hang around her. 

Entry No. 2 * Friendly/Surprise
So, I was hanging out, and I saw another clan cat! She looked sort of familiar. We got to chatting, and you will never believe what I found out! She's the spotty kit from the city! It seems like she has a lot more memories of the Black Fang. I don't think it was as good a thing as I pretend. In fact, I think that it was really, really bad. But hey! No use dwelling on the past, right?

Non-Clan Cats

Swiftleap-Formerly ValeClan-Exile
Entry No. 1 * Flirty/Indifferent
Swift was that pretty brown lady from the desert. She did not seem to like me too much though.

Entry No. 2 * Friendly
Well, pretty brown lady seems to have gotten herself in some trouble. She got booted from that clan of hers. But, anyways, now she is rooming with yours truly!

Rat-Loner
Entry No. 1 * Friendly
So, I found a kid in a bag today. That was...interesting. But, anyways, he calls himself Rat. He did not seem to know anything about this place. He was even scared of the ocean! He called it a 'big salty thing'. Poor guy. He needs a buddy. 

[ginger]

Chickenpaw

Family

Rustswirl-Mother
Entry No. 1 * 2 moons old * Mother
"Mama is a lot of fun! She always has the best stories. Some cats call her a troublemaker though. I don't really get it."

Crowdance-Missing
Entry No. 1 * 2 moons old * Confusion
"I never met this guy, but some cats say he was my dad? Or...not my dad, but my siblings' dad. I don't really get it." 

Eveningblaze-Deceased
Entry No. 1 * 2 moons old * Confusion
"This is another guy that some cats say was our dad. He was TickStar and Scorpionclaw's dad. Not sure what that makes me. I don't know...I'm hungry.."

Mr. Nakey-Father
Entry No. 1 * 2 moons old * Confusion
"So, apparently this guy is my actual dad. That makes a lot more sense, since he could be my much bigger twin."

TickStar-Half-Sister/Leader
Entry No. 1 * 2 moons old * Sister/Admiraton
"TickStar is my big sister, and the leader of the clan. So, I think that makes her doubly interesting." 

Entry No. 2 * 7 moons old * Sister
Yep. I still think she's pretty cool!

Scorpionclaw aka Scorpy-Half-Sister
Entry No. 1 * 2 moons old * Sister
"Scorpionclaw is my other big sister. She says its her job to protect us. I think that's pretty nice. She's a lot of fun to play with too!"

Flippaw aka Flipper - Half-Brother
Entry No. 1 * 2 moons old * Brother
"Flipkit is my brother, and I think I can say that we are best friends. He came to hang out with me when I was in the medicine den. Actually, everyone ended up coming, but he was there first. So, that makes him extra special. He also has this nifty tuft of hair that goes 'swish' when he looks around."

Entry No. 2 * 3.5 moons old * Brother
Flipkit really, REALLY wants to be a medicine cat. I don't see why he shouldn't! Tonight, we are going to try to go to the moonstone so he can see Starclan!

Sugarpaw aka Sug - Half-Sister
Entry No. 1 * 2 moons old * Sister/Sad
"Sugarkit is my sister. She can be lots of fun to hang out with when she isn't getting all worried. When that happens its just...well its really kinda sad I think."

Spicepaw - Half-Sister
Entry No. 1 * 2 moons old * Sister
"Spice is also lots of fun! She is sort of like the leader of our lil group. She has a lot of fun ideas too!"

Snappaw - Half-Sister
Entry No. 1 * 2 moons old * Sister
"Snap is a bunch of fun. Honestly though, I have no idea what she is doing sometimes. Just a few days ago she came up to me and her muzzle had this big scratch on it. I never got around to asking her how that happened."

Sappaw - Half-Sister
Entry No. 1 * 2 moons old * Sister/Funny
"Sap is one of the coolest cats I know. She is always...sticking around. Get it? Because sap...is sticky. I think I am hilarious."

Ravenkit aka Ravekit-Brother-Deceased-Stillborn
Entry No. 1 * 2 moons old * Brother
"Ravekit is my only sibling that isn't all fuzzy. Well, he's kind of fuzzy, but not all over. I don't really know how that works, but I think it is neat. We hang out sometimes during my dreams. Oh yeah, I probably should have mentioned that he is kinda dead. He's still lots of fun though!"

Whisperwind-Adoptive Sister
Entry No. 1 * 3 moons old * Adoptive Sister/Admiration
She brought back a funny skull! It fit me perfectly. Isn't that cool?

Entry No. 2 * 3.5 Moons old * Adoptive Sister
Flipper and I were trying to go to the moonstone, but sister caught us. Darn. 

Entry No. 3 * 7 moons old * Adoptive Sister/Confusion
So, I know I'm not always the most....I don't know the word. But, I've noticed that Whisperwind seems kinda weird lately. I mean...she's always weird, but this feels different. 

Clanmates

Mottledfeather-Medicine Cat
Entry No. 1 * 2 moons old * Friendly
"Mottle's our medicine cat. She helped me out after I turned all red and bubbly. Sugarkit seems so worried about making her mad though. I don't really understand that. She doesn't seem so scary to me."

Cindersmoke-Mentor
Entry No. 1 * 4 moons old * Friendly
Oh Cindersmoke is a lot of fun! He is teaching me all kinds of things. 

Horsefeather
Entry No. 1 * 4 moons old * Friendly
Horsefeather tells really good stories! He's a lot of fun. 

Talonswipe-Friend
Entry No. 1 * 6 moons old * Friendly
Talonswipe is a great playmate. They played hid and seek and sparring with me today. It was a lot of fun. 

Other Clans

Lynxkit-GladeClan
Entry No. 1 * 5 moons old * Friendly
I met a pretty she-cat in my dreams. She was a lot of fun to play with!

StarClan

Swampymoss-Formerly GladeClan
Entry No. 1 * 3 moons old * Friendly. 
I like the old guy. He's funny.

[ginger]

Swankit

Family
Hollyfrost-Mother
Entry No. 1 *5 Moons Old* Positive
Mother is the most wonderful she-cat I know. She's smart, and brave, and...fluffy! 

Goldenfish-Father
Entry No. 1 *5 Moons Old* Positive
Father is already teaching me lots of cool stuff. I'll bet he's one of the best warriors in the whole clan!


Friends


Owlpaw
Entry No. 1 *5 Moons Old* Bestest Friend
Owlpaw just became an apprentice today. I hope I can join her soon. We're best friends now, you know?